I Will Always Smile

静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸

这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延

我转过我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会出现

我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的
蜜语甜言


I am happy. =]

W.H.Y

Leehom's W.H.Y~ haha. No la, kidding only. Don be so serious......LAME~ =.=" Dunno y.....i feel some kind of blue......gonna be emo for days liao. XD Listening to some sad songs, happy songs somehow din make my mood feel any better. Uhh..... Suddenly feel time past so slow de oh...why de? Clock pai ki or wad?? LOL. Self entertaining n syok sendiri bah, apalah~~~ XD
Maybe im suffering from the psychotic depression since im doin that topic for my assignment, hahaha..... Jk la, im still veli veli normal wei. When free or nth much to do, in the silence i think of my family n frens in my born place. Miss them veli veli the much, man..... How woh? Am i still not get adapted? Tiiii......faster liao wei. Sigh. Recently, David Tao's Melody is my hit song, haha. A sad song but then touching song, with comfortable rythms. Miss mama, miss papa, miss my two pets n miss my sisters. T.T After all the hard and happy times at here, when lay back n relax, i juz realized im still having homesick critically, as juz myself don notice it. Or am i refuse to remember it? Unconscious. XD
I wanna go jogging, breakfast, Richmond and movie with family again. Haiz. Im really emo now oh. Miss 'em hard.

Give ya'll see their precious pics la! LOL.


*my lengzai doggie - Lucky*

*my cute lil sis. Juz call her Molly* XD

*my lovely elder sis. Juz call her Jolly* XD

*ma cute sis n I* I LOVE HER

n.....i miss the one who took this pic of me.

Din took tiok pic with Jolly ki......mostly Molly n I love camwhoring wad... LOL! N then due to some reasons, i din post up my parents' prettay n hansem pics. *&^%$#@#%!!!~ Haha. Oh ya, and oso LV's pic. Hmph...

P/S: Pics din go with order yea. Juz randomly. Im random. As my frens said. Haha.

I MISS U

Happy moment...... ^^

Hmph....nth much to say, but juz feel like wanna blog.....can or not? Cannot meh? XD Juz finished the essay writing test this morning, become more relax and more time to rest my mind. Assignments n presentations coming soon...well, jia you, my mates!~ Haha.
I feel like wanna post up some of the exhibition pics last time, choose some pics to upload la, as i'm oways in low-profile. LOL! Thanks to me liao...faster faster. LAME~ Haha... Recently, i feel happier...than the past tense i mentioned last time. Must be happy~ ^^ I'm having good times with my frens in uni, and i oways being appreciative to have them all ard. I wanna have happy uni life~ Miss mama n papa.....sobz sobz. Lucky n LV....molly n jolly..... T.T Big kisses to 'em, hahaha... ^^

Okay la.....pics time!!!

*rehearsal-ing*

*progressing*

*progressing*

*rehearsal-ing*

*progressing*

*our tunnel*

*our tunnel*

*me n Myna*

*four good frens*

We will go through every obstacles ahead hands in hands. Stay strong, my frens. ^^ T2 is oways the best. Being supportive to each other. Fighting!!

P/S: I'm doing great, mama n pappy. Muaks. Love u both.

I miss her SO MUCH

I miss her so much...as she's goin to leave at 7am sharp in the morning. I love her more than anyone do. Din see her for months make me miss her even more. I'm worry of her that she cant take care of herself, feel lonely n having serious homesick as i am, not feeling well, cant get adapted, life is too hard for her...yada yada yada all those blasss.
Promise me, you must be happy all the time. I sure will be missing u like hell...

Especially dedicated to my beloved lil sis, Kai Sing.

I LOVE YOU

I'll always smile. (=

Past Tense

Wont be going to remember sth that had past, neither to remember it purposely nor forcing myself to forget it. Missing it is juz sth so normal but will not look back, as there's no turning back. Look forward is wad i shud n wad i must do. And i started to accept it from the bottom of my heart. Letting down is juz a period of time as time is the best medicine. I oways believe in that.
Well, will be busy bout the exhibition and another mid term exam which falls on Friday. And 4 more assignments to rush of. Hmph......okay de la. ^^ Time flies when studying, weeks pass as 24 hours arent that enuf for a day. Haha. Say till myself bz like big boss anei....LOL! Din listen to radio since start getting in uni till now. Zzz... Become panda eyes now lo....mostly late sleep at night n get up early in the morning. @.@ Nvm, hard time will pass very soon. ^^ Everything is hard b4 it comes to easy, thats wad i heard from my fren n i agree with that. Hehe.
Ok la........updated. One more thing, got someone try to imitate me bout the 'updated' term in msn personal msg. Yea...u noe who u r~ XD Super duper extra very extremely zi lian thought he so leng zai de Siao Kia!!! Tada!!!~ LOL.
Ok la.......Ciaoz~

p/s: Molly, gambateh and take care! I'm proud of u. ^^

Miss home. (=

I will always smile.

Wah...juz realize i've been no updating my blog for a long time, haha. Stepping in the month of March which means i'm getting busy with my hectic assignments + presentations + mid term. Today juz finish one of my paper, i think that ah.....ok ok la. =.="
Well, last week sth awful happened to me as I'll never forget it. Treat that as lesson for me lo. I wish somehow my careless mistake will wake me up. Wake me up when September ends~~~ LOL! To be honest, i did thinking of given up and went back to where I belong after the incident, start thinking whether the new life really suit me well here or not, or am I shouldnt be at here since from the beginning. Well, I'm having big dilemma n great anxiety in me during that hard times. But somehow for now, I chose to carry on of what I've decided since from the start. After a period of time, I feel much more better n relieved. So no worries...to my family that worry me alot.
Going to have a quiz on this coming Saturday n exam on nx week n following n following of weeks...presentations some more. Zzz... Actually presentations r still ok for me, but exam ah...sometimes really stress me up! T.T Want Mama... >.< I miss home so much. Miss everything n everyone in Kch. Miss Lucky too. T.T Be strong la wei....huiyoo~ XD
I will always smile (=

P/S: Take care of urself at there oh, Molly. Lurve you ^^

Pssst...

Yo~ Bout 2 weeks+ din blogging lo......lazy ki, haha. Hmph....coming back to Kampar on 3rd of Feb, 1245pm de flight then reach KL at about ah......230pm like dat. I had KFC at airport while waiting for my fren there. After meeting my friend at LCCT then we take Aerobus to KL Sentral. While waiting for the KTM, we went to KFC have dinner gain, haha. But i juz drank Pepsi n fries, cuz not really hungry. Get in 550pm de train then heading to Kampar, reach Kampar at 8pm sth. Called a taxi n reached my house. You know.......the feel of reaching Kampar here makes me low like hell...i miss Kch so damn much. Miss home, miss fren, miss trees, miss land, miss stones, miss cloud, miss Saberkas, miss Spring, miss Saberkas, miss ham pa lang there.... LOL. Sot de. Okay, juz ignore me. XD
When came here for the first time, i not having homesick as seriously as this time. Maybe have short n nice time with family n frens in Kch then miss there so so much lo. Then assignments started to be given n getting MORE n MORE. Goddam. Haven buy a bicycle yet, use bus to sch everyday. Then most of my classes start early in the morning which means i gotta get up at 630am. Ya allah, Tuhanku~ =.=
Update my blog after been requested by a good fren of mine, kepoh de him......oways wanna noe wad am i up to. XD No la, Alex... Haha. The rude boy. LOL. Today is Saturday, juz went dinner n stroll with housemates, then tmr Sunday go Tesco buy some groceries lo. Monday is Thaipusam public holiday then Tuesday i have no class, so juz go to school at Wednesday. ^^
Okay la, i wanna stop here liao. Go pong pong. Hehe. CiaoZ!~
I miss home.