Monday, September 21, 2009

Thanks for Watching as I Fall

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left are lying on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were meant for each other
I keep forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you



Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead.

Still a mummy's girl

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
What's wrong what's wrong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs where she belongs

She wants to go home but nobody's home
It's where she lies broken inside
With no place to go no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes and look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected and now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs where she belongs

She wants to go home but nobody's home
It's where she lies broken inside
With no place to go no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place

She wants to go home but nobody's home
It's where she lies broken inside
With no place to go no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside lost inside
She's lost inside lost inside




I grew up in a happy family, with a cute dad, a caring mum and two adorable sisters. After all the hard times been through, I juz need the embrace of my family. Thanks for giving me the strength to keep moving on. All I want is to cherish you all, for all of the sweetest times, for all the love and care.


I miss home. (=

Sunday, September 20, 2009

No title

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way so never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you Because of you




Never stop missing you.....the Kongs'.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Ta Da!!!~ ^^

Back to blog gain, ppl!~ Lemme hear u scream!!! WooTsSss~~!!! LOL. Lame. =p Firstly hor, i wanna explain y am i so damn long time oso din update my blog le? Cuz lo....i dunno y cant get in the website to blog le, tried for days n times juz can, means now juz can lo. Haiz~ Yak si la!! xD Blek!

Hmph....August i've back to Kch attending Jolly's convo. She look sweet n nice on that day n we Kongs' feel so happy for her indeed. My proud Belly n Jelly n my cutest Molly, haha. We have took some pics on the convo day. Under the hot sun le, ppl!! Sacrifice alot for my Jolly er....see~~ Come from so damn far to attend Jolly's convo, so wei da ho!! LOL. Kidding la, that's wad i shud do n i have to do. =p N i felt happy n excited to go back in fact. Wuhoo~~!!

Next, after staying 3 days in Kch then back to uni gain. ag~ag~ag~ -.-" Haha. Continue the presentation period during that time. Not heavy for me but indeed it's relaxing, since no exam n assignment, haha. I've went to Ipoh n Penang during the month of August n i had great times!! WeeEeeeEeee~~!!! Haha. Ss here ba. haha. So wad? so wad?? =p I will upload some pics of mine later on la, when u scroll down will see liao. mai kin tio, ppl~ Haha.

Now is starting of my study week then will have final soon liao. =.= Time flies huh, ppl~ Oways feel time pass so damn fast during sch times. Good oso la, means can meet my family in Kch real soon!! Wuhoo~~!!! ^^v And then wad more ha......oh~~ Juz watched the Final Destination 4 (3D) with ma frens at TGV KLCC. Hmph.....still ok la but i find that FD3 is much more thrilling. LOL! Ello~big FD fans here la!!! =p Suddenly miss the Kongs' tim....and the emo Lucky. xD Random. Haha.

Actually quite tired liao, din have enuf sleep for weeks. Haiz~ Wish i can sleep how long i want soon. Haha. Juz a small wish ma, God.....fulfill it for me fast plz, haha. Before i end my blogging, here comes the pics ppl!! Huhu~~ xD



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Cute horse at Fort Cornwallis* xD



*Gurney Plaza*



*He's real oh!!*



*Train up to Bukit Bendera*



*View from hill top of Bukit Bendera*




*Kek Lok Si*



*Kek Lok Si* (still under construction)



*Snake Farm*

P/S: Stay tough. Fighting!!


I miss home. (=