LOST

Im touched when seeing the words...asking myself will I be too cruel, y am I so stubborn n have so much of hard principles in me. Painful. I find myself lost, dunno where shud I go to. Im hiding myself up from anyone. I start to hide into the shell. I have a deep think after that...I dunno wad i want. A happy n beloved life? Or a life of forcing myself to cheer up? I myself cant figure out. Time is the best medicine of anything, I oways believe in that. I don get used to expose my own confusion to others, how am I suppose to start an opening? No idea. I......am hiding up.
I don belong to anyone. But my family. I miss u all.



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Another day......

of hurt. of disappointed. of suffer. of sad. of depress. of miserable. of pain.
intended to let go. to give up. to end the sorrow. to wave goodbye. to live a happier life.
at this moment......i juz thought of my beloved family.
i miss u all much. u all is the reason i keep breathing. u all is the reason makes me stand. u all is the reason to let me stay. u all is the reason i keep surviving. u all is the reason who give me strength. u all is the reason who give me courage. u all is the reason who make me become stronger than yesterday. u all is the reason.......to resist my pain.


I will be good without u





I'm telling myself I'm happy. (=

First Weekend

First weekend after sch reopen. Wee....!!~ Time flies, haha. Time flies = assignments + presentations + homework + mid term + final coming soon. Sob sob~ BUT!! Gambateh!!! Haha. Tiiii....new lectures got abit boring ah......boring dao.....!!~ Even sleep b4 going in class, still feelin sleepy in the middle of the lecture, juz can blur-ly see lecturers' mouths r opening n closing, opening n closing, opening n closing, opening n closing n opening n closing... LAME! XD Having a happy weekend with ECC, hiak hiak~ *Huggiez*
Got wad more to add on ho..... OH!! Weather recently si beh hot, oways feel thirsty. Ppl, gotta drink more water n take good care oh. Hmph.....Im a sick ppl in my previous sem break, cuz din take care of myself lo. Sigh. And then ah..... OH!! Takin' Back My Love is my hito now, hiak hiak~ Got abit so nice ah.....haha. Actually nth much to talk here, juz feel like crappin' only, haha.
I love Mickey!!!!!!! Random again. But really love Mickey ma...maybe he's my lover in my past life. Hmph.....seriously think so. LOL! K la.....stop here liao. Cleaned dusty blog. =.="



Miss my Kong's. (=