It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that i deserve it
Now i realize i really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly i'm learning to love again
All i know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cuz i deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without sth there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that the path
I believe in
And i know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All i know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cuz i deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you n me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine
without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cuz i deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Pain but I won't say a thing. (=
Friday, January 23, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
...is
...can barely smile these days. Is standing at T-junction. Is not feeling good. Is miserable. Is not being greedy. Is should be alone. Is keeping every good memories deep in heart. Is being appreciative. Is curing...herself.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Condolence
After first week of my uni life, getting to my 2nd week in it. Well....currently, i think i like my campus but not the lifestyle here. Like uni lifestyle i mean but not the Kampar lifestyle, thats wad i mean. Haha. Boring dao~~ =.= Actually my schedule quite pack one but i'm free on Tues n Sunday, hehe. Happy, better than no holidays at all right? Okay lo, enuf for me dy. ^^
I get a bad news from Molly juz now n i sent my condolence to my aunt, i hope she and her family can get through all this hard times with optimistics thinking n angel will always be side of 'em every second. I can barely smile of coz but life still gotta continue on it. Actually now so sleepy n exhausted, most of my classes start early in the morning n i gotta get up so early to wait for bus. I don want history happens gain as i missed the bus n gotta walk for 20 mins to sch like yesterday. Yesterday huh? Yea, shud be.....no, shud be saturday. Wadever, haha.
Tomorrow got another early morning class. Not my tutorial actually but im gonna join that group as i cant be able to attend my coming tutorial for that, cuz goin back for CNY. Hehe. *wink* Talk bout CNY, i not very into it but i'm excited n anticipated for now cuz gonna meet my beloved family n frens so so soon~ Hehe. Thats the reason. Goin back for 13 days. Quite long actually, wahahaha. I skip class, so wad? Hiak Hiak. Sorry lo, teachers...... LOL.
Alright ppl......till here. Ciaoz~
I get a bad news from Molly juz now n i sent my condolence to my aunt, i hope she and her family can get through all this hard times with optimistics thinking n angel will always be side of 'em every second. I can barely smile of coz but life still gotta continue on it. Actually now so sleepy n exhausted, most of my classes start early in the morning n i gotta get up so early to wait for bus. I don want history happens gain as i missed the bus n gotta walk for 20 mins to sch like yesterday. Yesterday huh? Yea, shud be.....no, shud be saturday. Wadever, haha.
Tomorrow got another early morning class. Not my tutorial actually but im gonna join that group as i cant be able to attend my coming tutorial for that, cuz goin back for CNY. Hehe. *wink* Talk bout CNY, i not very into it but i'm excited n anticipated for now cuz gonna meet my beloved family n frens so so soon~ Hehe. Thats the reason. Goin back for 13 days. Quite long actually, wahahaha. I skip class, so wad? Hiak Hiak. Sorry lo, teachers...... LOL.
Alright ppl......till here. Ciaoz~
Sunday, January 11, 2009
First Day To School!!!~
Today is my first day to school. Woke up at 630am while i juz aslept at the time of 2.30am perhaps? Haha...... Then wait for bus at bus stop nearby my hostel at 710am. Reached school at 725am like dat lo. My class started at 8am. Go to block B where my first class goin to have then find for 5 mins like dat du found liao, hehe. I thought i will lost. LOL!
Get in the class and sit next to a girl who named........Li Mei or sth? Cant recall, a nice n fair girl with spec. Then know 3 more new girl-frens who one of them is from Sarawak too, but Miri la. But consider same hometown with me too la. Haha. She's tall n i m short. T.T The first class is Communicative English then after that we went for brunch at cafeteria at the time of ah.......11am like that eh, around that time la. Then accompany my newly-known frens to finance department buying the bus tix. We saw a long queue there cuz they're busy buying for the car sticker, heard need RM300 for a year. Consider expensive? I think so la, haha.
Next, we went to our faculty building check on our schedule cuz heard got any changes. After checking realized add more one subject, means this sem we are having 7 subjects. Muntah darah. But i don think it's compulsory la, shud be part of the elective subject. After that, we went back to our 1230pm class. We formed a group since the newly-known frens all are same tutorial group with me, such a coincidence. Haha. 5 girls in a group. My class got 4 Sarawakians include me la, but then 3 of them are from Miri. =.= Why no Kch ppl de bo......errrr~ Haha. Swt. We were having Pengajian Malaysia which i hate it, then lecturer started giving assignment for us. Peng. Mid of Feb gotta hand in the assignment then we got presentation for that on April. But then lecturer let us left earlier at 2pm, actually my class shud end on 330pm la. Better la like dat, haha. Then i go to wait for bus lo. Wait for 5 mins then bus came n i naik bus. Crowded dao~~~gotta stand lo. Then i reached home n took bath. Sitting in front of the laptop blogging my first day to school, haha.
Alright, my sis said my blog so boring, all words de......then i ma upload some pics lo, happy boi? Haha.
Pics of my room. ^^
* my messy bed n beloved Lucky*
* my study desk *
* my bathroom *
* living room *
*sink*
Go nap liao~ Zzz. ^^
Get in the class and sit next to a girl who named........Li Mei or sth? Cant recall, a nice n fair girl with spec. Then know 3 more new girl-frens who one of them is from Sarawak too, but Miri la. But consider same hometown with me too la. Haha. She's tall n i m short. T.T The first class is Communicative English then after that we went for brunch at cafeteria at the time of ah.......11am like that eh, around that time la. Then accompany my newly-known frens to finance department buying the bus tix. We saw a long queue there cuz they're busy buying for the car sticker, heard need RM300 for a year. Consider expensive? I think so la, haha.
Next, we went to our faculty building check on our schedule cuz heard got any changes. After checking realized add more one subject, means this sem we are having 7 subjects. Muntah darah. But i don think it's compulsory la, shud be part of the elective subject. After that, we went back to our 1230pm class. We formed a group since the newly-known frens all are same tutorial group with me, such a coincidence. Haha. 5 girls in a group. My class got 4 Sarawakians include me la, but then 3 of them are from Miri. =.= Why no Kch ppl de bo......errrr~ Haha. Swt. We were having Pengajian Malaysia which i hate it, then lecturer started giving assignment for us. Peng. Mid of Feb gotta hand in the assignment then we got presentation for that on April. But then lecturer let us left earlier at 2pm, actually my class shud end on 330pm la. Better la like dat, haha. Then i go to wait for bus lo. Wait for 5 mins then bus came n i naik bus. Crowded dao~~~gotta stand lo. Then i reached home n took bath. Sitting in front of the laptop blogging my first day to school, haha.
Alright, my sis said my blog so boring, all words de......then i ma upload some pics lo, happy boi? Haha.
Pics of my room. ^^
* my messy bed n beloved Lucky*
* my study desk *
* my bathroom *
* living room *
*sink*
Go nap liao~ Zzz. ^^
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Seriously...
Seriously homesick. I cant help myself stop thinking of my family, frens and everything in Kch. I miss laksa!!! T.T Haha....Especially when heard of parents' voice, i cant stop from dropping tears but cannot let them know right, later they worry then not good la...haiz. See me this considerable. And i miss Lucky n LV!!! Hug! Wanna go sing k with my babes, wanna go yamcha with my frens, wanna go movies with family gain......sobz.
Gonna start my first class on monday n i got abit kin tio n excited, wonder how will it be goin. And later wanna go to sch awhile lo, check out where my classrooms are. Then know what, here de students ho.....cycle to sch de eh! When i first came n saw it, i was like.....'Whoa!! What the......' totally speechless. Well, Kampar is a small n tiny town wad......(shake head shake head) Haiz. Here juz got one hypermarket only lo - Tesco, and has no cinema!
Seriously, i m homesick terribly.
Gonna start my first class on monday n i got abit kin tio n excited, wonder how will it be goin. And later wanna go to sch awhile lo, check out where my classrooms are. Then know what, here de students ho.....cycle to sch de eh! When i first came n saw it, i was like.....'Whoa!! What the......' totally speechless. Well, Kampar is a small n tiny town wad......(shake head shake head) Haiz. Here juz got one hypermarket only lo - Tesco, and has no cinema!
Seriously, i m homesick terribly.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Finally
Wake up early in the morning around 8am sth then we went for breakfast. After that we started going to my living place there lo. When reach Westlake office, it was so crowded as everyone was busy making booking for the room, but i've made in Dec 2008 la. Then i take the number and wait for my turn lo, wait wait wait....finally was my turn. Doing some procedures then go to what contract agreement then payment n get the room key. Then i still hafta go to my room doing some checking so that don have any losing or breaking, then hafta back to the office to pass up the form gok. Tiring.
Next, we went to the Kampar bus station and Tesco to add some groceries lo. Having lunch, back to my house then waving goodbye-s...sad-ing. Back to my room to do some tidies and preparations lo. After that try the internet connection in my room, still ok la the line, for now la. Haha. Cook myself a Maggi mee chicken flavour de lo. After eating feel sleepy dy...haha. Maybe will sleep earlier tonight, tomorrow morning needa get up early to catch the bus goin to the orientation gok. All are new faces to me. Hope my uni life will be interesting n fun. Thanks God. With lurve.
Goodnight everyone. (8.22pm)
I miss home.
Next, we went to the Kampar bus station and Tesco to add some groceries lo. Having lunch, back to my house then waving goodbye-s...sad-ing. Back to my room to do some tidies and preparations lo. After that try the internet connection in my room, still ok la the line, for now la. Haha. Cook myself a Maggi mee chicken flavour de lo. After eating feel sleepy dy...haha. Maybe will sleep earlier tonight, tomorrow morning needa get up early to catch the bus goin to the orientation gok. All are new faces to me. Hope my uni life will be interesting n fun. Thanks God. With lurve.
Goodnight everyone. (8.22pm)
I miss home.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Miss home...
Miss home miss home miss home miss home......I juz reached Kampar, Perak at the time of 4pm, after settle down everything is already 630pm by now. Stayed at KL for two days. Previous post saying Airasia kns right? Then when i went to airport at 430pm then boarding everything la, suddenly Airasian said the flight delayed to 650pm. What? Again? Damn it...been delayed for twice in a day. Pissed off. Then ma sit down, eat burger n wait time passes lo. When get in the plane then the electric got prob pulak, awhile got electric awhile blackout. Ya allah....zzz. When reach KL oredy was 11pm like dat. =.=" Should be afternoon reach de but end up with reach there at night, can eat supper somemore. Then after settle down everything. me n my frens went to eat supper somewhere Chinatown there. Then go back n zzz liao. Tired.
Then ah, the nx day go walk walk lo, we went to Bintang there then Mid valley then Pavillion then Times Square. We watched the wad......Four Christmases. Funny la. Then take a cab go back lo. Sleep. Then 4/1/09 (today) this morning we went to buy bus tix at puduraya there, from KL to Kampar de. Will be departing at 1230pm but end up at 120pm. Swt. Banyak orang dan panas. -.-" The journey took bout 2 1/2 hours like that lo. Then took a cab n back to our living place. Go out have a walk around but after eating, it's raining heavily then we ran back lo. Maybe tonight will be goin out to buy some groceries.
Tired, so i juz make this page short. Will be updated soon.
I miss home.
Then ah, the nx day go walk walk lo, we went to Bintang there then Mid valley then Pavillion then Times Square. We watched the wad......Four Christmases. Funny la. Then take a cab go back lo. Sleep. Then 4/1/09 (today) this morning we went to buy bus tix at puduraya there, from KL to Kampar de. Will be departing at 1230pm but end up at 120pm. Swt. Banyak orang dan panas. -.-" The journey took bout 2 1/2 hours like that lo. Then took a cab n back to our living place. Go out have a walk around but after eating, it's raining heavily then we ran back lo. Maybe tonight will be goin out to buy some groceries.
Tired, so i juz make this page short. Will be updated soon.
I miss home.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
K.N.S
K.N.S stands for kanasai and it refers to no one but you, yea, its u.......Airasia. My flight is 12.55pm but know what, been delayed to 5.35pm. People, is 5.35pm lo!!! Delay also wont delay for that long time gua, tiiii......muntah darah. Another one unbelievable. And Airasia workers din even announce the flight had been delayed, still need us go to ask them ourselves. Zzz......... Improve sikitlah, Airasians. =.="
So now i still can blogging typing this 'article', haha. Currently is 3.16pm, still got 45 mins then i hafta back to airport gain. waiting for calling n boarding those ocibala, repeatedly. Swt.
At first I'm waiting at Gate 2 with one of my fren then wait wait wait......eee~ 1255pm liao le but still din get in our flight. Then ma go to the counter there ask lo, who knows the Airasians said the flight had been delayed n asked us to queue up for what procedures. Then ma line up lo, move super duper slowly the queue, zzz... Finally is my fren n my turn, comes the Airasians gain saying is it ok to move us to another flight at 5.35pm. What? 5.35pm!! Yea, tidak salah dengar really is 5.35pm. Zzz...that time is 2pm sth. According to the Airasian, 5.35pm is the earliest flight at that time, others r at night. Cant do anything too......waving white flag saying ok lo, take that plane...sobz. After that, the Airasian gave us lunch voucher from Only Mee!!! Should we be happy? NO. The food........kns. Ate for a lil then juz drink the mineral water liao, mineral water also free de. But i think it tastes better than what i juz eaten at Only Mee. =.="
Then a friend sent me back to home gain lo, since still got plenty of time ma. Hugging saying Hi to my lovely Lucky and back to my room typing this Airasia STORY. Zzz~ Haiz....spoilt my mood and ruin my plan. Later reach LCCT also already 7.30pm like that la. Waiting luggage those gok. Sigh. After settle down everything at KL i think also is supper time dy, also don have the appetite dy. Peng.
Anyway, heard if Airasia delay for more than 2 hours, got RM200 de voucher. Got meh? They juz give what Only Mee lunch voucher nia le. Go ask later. -.- Ciaoz!
So now i still can blogging typing this 'article', haha. Currently is 3.16pm, still got 45 mins then i hafta back to airport gain. waiting for calling n boarding those ocibala, repeatedly. Swt.
At first I'm waiting at Gate 2 with one of my fren then wait wait wait......eee~ 1255pm liao le but still din get in our flight. Then ma go to the counter there ask lo, who knows the Airasians said the flight had been delayed n asked us to queue up for what procedures. Then ma line up lo, move super duper slowly the queue, zzz... Finally is my fren n my turn, comes the Airasians gain saying is it ok to move us to another flight at 5.35pm. What? 5.35pm!! Yea, tidak salah dengar really is 5.35pm. Zzz...that time is 2pm sth. According to the Airasian, 5.35pm is the earliest flight at that time, others r at night. Cant do anything too......waving white flag saying ok lo, take that plane...sobz. After that, the Airasian gave us lunch voucher from Only Mee!!! Should we be happy? NO. The food........kns. Ate for a lil then juz drink the mineral water liao, mineral water also free de. But i think it tastes better than what i juz eaten at Only Mee. =.="
Then a friend sent me back to home gain lo, since still got plenty of time ma. Hugging saying Hi to my lovely Lucky and back to my room typing this Airasia STORY. Zzz~ Haiz....spoilt my mood and ruin my plan. Later reach LCCT also already 7.30pm like that la. Waiting luggage those gok. Sigh. After settle down everything at KL i think also is supper time dy, also don have the appetite dy. Peng.
Anyway, heard if Airasia delay for more than 2 hours, got RM200 de voucher. Got meh? They juz give what Only Mee lunch voucher nia le. Go ask later. -.- Ciaoz!
O.M.G!!
Cant believe it!!! I'm leaving tomorrow, haiz... Times do really flies huh? It's 4.18pm thursday (01-01-2009) and at the same time of tomorrow, wonder where am i. XD Maybe i'm himpit-himpitting with crowds at some nooks of KL there. =.="
I think i ever gone to KL when i was really really small, hmph......maybe in primary 3? Haha. With family and of coz i have no any memories bout there in my mind now. Juz cars, people n all bla.... XD Actually i not very into KL lo....so chaotic la, not safe la, all vandalisme n gangsterisme those shiat there....(shake head shake head) swt. Will be at KL stay 2 days then juz go to my Perak Campus of UTAR. Looking forward to check out at Kampar cuz it's the small place that i'm going to spend my 3 years there later, so sure hafta be skilled in it la, haha. Hope i can adapt myself there really soon but ah.....homesick for sure. (sigh)
Going off tomorrow in the afternoon, waving goodbye-s to family, tahan-ing tears not to let them drop, complicated feels fighting inner of me.....juz rehearse it over first for now la. XD Sure i miss home alot...dad, mum, 2 sisters, Lucky, LV, Linda n Bunny. T.T And of coz everything n my frens in Kch. Adios~ Haha.
Again, Happy New Year everyone! Hehe. Go continue pack my things liao. =]
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