Thanks for Watching as I Fall

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left are lying on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were meant for each other
I keep forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you



Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead.

Still a mummy's girl

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
What's wrong what's wrong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs where she belongs

She wants to go home but nobody's home
It's where she lies broken inside
With no place to go no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes and look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected and now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs where she belongs

She wants to go home but nobody's home
It's where she lies broken inside
With no place to go no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place

She wants to go home but nobody's home
It's where she lies broken inside
With no place to go no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside lost inside
She's lost inside lost inside




I grew up in a happy family, with a cute dad, a caring mum and two adorable sisters. After all the hard times been through, I juz need the embrace of my family. Thanks for giving me the strength to keep moving on. All I want is to cherish you all, for all of the sweetest times, for all the love and care.


I miss home. (=

No title

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way so never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you Because of you




Never stop missing you.....the Kongs'.

Ta Da!!!~ ^^

Back to blog gain, ppl!~ Lemme hear u scream!!! WooTsSss~~!!! LOL. Lame. =p Firstly hor, i wanna explain y am i so damn long time oso din update my blog le? Cuz lo....i dunno y cant get in the website to blog le, tried for days n times juz can, means now juz can lo. Haiz~ Yak si la!! xD Blek!

Hmph....August i've back to Kch attending Jolly's convo. She look sweet n nice on that day n we Kongs' feel so happy for her indeed. My proud Belly n Jelly n my cutest Molly, haha. We have took some pics on the convo day. Under the hot sun le, ppl!! Sacrifice alot for my Jolly er....see~~ Come from so damn far to attend Jolly's convo, so wei da ho!! LOL. Kidding la, that's wad i shud do n i have to do. =p N i felt happy n excited to go back in fact. Wuhoo~~!!

Next, after staying 3 days in Kch then back to uni gain. ag~ag~ag~ -.-" Haha. Continue the presentation period during that time. Not heavy for me but indeed it's relaxing, since no exam n assignment, haha. I've went to Ipoh n Penang during the month of August n i had great times!! WeeEeeeEeee~~!!! Haha. Ss here ba. haha. So wad? so wad?? =p I will upload some pics of mine later on la, when u scroll down will see liao. mai kin tio, ppl~ Haha.

Now is starting of my study week then will have final soon liao. =.= Time flies huh, ppl~ Oways feel time pass so damn fast during sch times. Good oso la, means can meet my family in Kch real soon!! Wuhoo~~!!! ^^v And then wad more ha......oh~~ Juz watched the Final Destination 4 (3D) with ma frens at TGV KLCC. Hmph.....still ok la but i find that FD3 is much more thrilling. LOL! Ello~big FD fans here la!!! =p Suddenly miss the Kongs' tim....and the emo Lucky. xD Random. Haha.

Actually quite tired liao, din have enuf sleep for weeks. Haiz~ Wish i can sleep how long i want soon. Haha. Juz a small wish ma, God.....fulfill it for me fast plz, haha. Before i end my blogging, here comes the pics ppl!! Huhu~~ xD



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Fort Cornwallis*



*Cute horse at Fort Cornwallis* xD



*Gurney Plaza*



*He's real oh!!*



*Train up to Bukit Bendera*



*View from hill top of Bukit Bendera*




*Kek Lok Si*



*Kek Lok Si* (still under construction)



*Snake Farm*

P/S: Stay tough. Fighting!!


I miss home. (=

Back!!

Hey ya ppl, I'm back to my blog gain!~ xD Hmph.....what i did throughout the month huh? Lemme think~ Undergo some kind of boring lectures n hectic assignments weeks. Doing the assignments from night till morning le...so damn challenging huh? LOL. Thats student life, ppl!! Haha.

Well~ I juz went to KL for roller skating last weekend, and of cuz....fall n hurt my spinal. UhhhHhh~ xD But now ok liao la, sap sap water for me only, hehe. A fun n exciting experience for me, huhu~

Next, is my presentation period. Hmph....kinda looking forward to it actually, as i prefer presentation than assignments n wad mid term n final, haha~ N then ah.....wad more?? Oh ya....i miss my Lucky so so much, wanna kiss n hug him like i oways do. Huhu~~ But i'll be back soon, n i swear i'll take lotza pictures with him n my newly pets - Gucci n Vincci. Haha. Haven seen them in real le, dunno they will treat me as enemy or not. SAD. Oh ya, they r kittens, arent puppies. My mom, Jelly, is a cat freak!!! So damn love kittens n cats. Haha... Talk bout her, kinda miss her le....but soon will meet up mom!!

Wherever Holly goes, family is oways the one that she wont forget of. Hehe~~ ^^ Oways feel warm when heard the voice of the Kongs', love them real muchie!! Huhu~~ And not to forget, the one that oways gimme moral support, love n care. Miss my babes in Kch!!! Actually everything in Kch i oso miss la, fair de ma. xD LAME. Gonna meet up soon too!! ^^v Hmph....i uploaded the KL trip pics in my fb. Ppl, if u wanna see it then u can go to my fb there bio bio. Haha.


Always the Kong's Family

LOST

Im touched when seeing the words...asking myself will I be too cruel, y am I so stubborn n have so much of hard principles in me. Painful. I find myself lost, dunno where shud I go to. Im hiding myself up from anyone. I start to hide into the shell. I have a deep think after that...I dunno wad i want. A happy n beloved life? Or a life of forcing myself to cheer up? I myself cant figure out. Time is the best medicine of anything, I oways believe in that. I don get used to expose my own confusion to others, how am I suppose to start an opening? No idea. I......am hiding up.
I don belong to anyone. But my family. I miss u all.



回来

Another day......

of hurt. of disappointed. of suffer. of sad. of depress. of miserable. of pain.
intended to let go. to give up. to end the sorrow. to wave goodbye. to live a happier life.
at this moment......i juz thought of my beloved family.
i miss u all much. u all is the reason i keep breathing. u all is the reason makes me stand. u all is the reason to let me stay. u all is the reason i keep surviving. u all is the reason who give me strength. u all is the reason who give me courage. u all is the reason who make me become stronger than yesterday. u all is the reason.......to resist my pain.


I will be good without u





I'm telling myself I'm happy. (=

First Weekend

First weekend after sch reopen. Wee....!!~ Time flies, haha. Time flies = assignments + presentations + homework + mid term + final coming soon. Sob sob~ BUT!! Gambateh!!! Haha. Tiiii....new lectures got abit boring ah......boring dao.....!!~ Even sleep b4 going in class, still feelin sleepy in the middle of the lecture, juz can blur-ly see lecturers' mouths r opening n closing, opening n closing, opening n closing, opening n closing n opening n closing... LAME! XD Having a happy weekend with ECC, hiak hiak~ *Huggiez*
Got wad more to add on ho..... OH!! Weather recently si beh hot, oways feel thirsty. Ppl, gotta drink more water n take good care oh. Hmph.....Im a sick ppl in my previous sem break, cuz din take care of myself lo. Sigh. And then ah..... OH!! Takin' Back My Love is my hito now, hiak hiak~ Got abit so nice ah.....haha. Actually nth much to talk here, juz feel like crappin' only, haha.
I love Mickey!!!!!!! Random again. But really love Mickey ma...maybe he's my lover in my past life. Hmph.....seriously think so. LOL! K la.....stop here liao. Cleaned dusty blog. =.="



Miss my Kong's. (=

Big Cleaning!!

Time to update my dusty blog.....haha~ Been complain by someone it's time to update my blog liao. Hmph....I've started my sem break on 8th of May, after that I went to Genting with my BFFs. Hiak Hiak!~ We play many outdoor games at Genting, we even get a tattoo! Wee!!~ I plan to get a tattoo before goin back for studies too, hehehe~~ Ladies n gentlemen.....of coz is fake de tattoo, guai guai loi here.....where will make real tattoo wor....LOL! n I don have the gut to make a real tattoo too, cannot meh? =p After playing for a day at Genting, then we use cable car n change to taxi back to KL city. Driver drove so fast oh.....but i not kia kia. XD LAME!! =.=" n then wad happen liao? Hmph....oh, meet Jelly, Belly n Molly after that then we straight go to Pavilion. To make everything short, we took pics, walk walk, eat eat, walk walk gain through some days. I din gain weigh.......hiak hiak. I think. Oh la oh la.....wadever. Lame gain. We got went to Pavilion, 1 Utama, Curve, IKEA, Times Square, Sungei Wang, Mid Valley.....those big big n high high de buildings, sui bian la~ don want to think liao...... *yawn* Lol. Then we back to Kuching at 13th of May.

After lepak-ing at home for a week, then I went to Miri liao. Went there from 21st to 26th, which means I juz landed at Kch for a few hours ago then blogging liao. Hardworking le~~ Yea, i know, hehe. =p Have fun at Miri. Erm.....there is much more nth to play if compare to Kch of coz (Mirians don beat me) but I still having fun n happy happy. Hehe~ Cuz I can spent quality times with someone I care n love, but not depends on where am I. *wink* Something nonid to say till so clear de, right? Hiak hiak~ Happy times fly but I've get used to it since 2 yrs n 5 months n I oways feel contented. ^^

Sien lo......still got few days then gotta start study liao.....sob sob. But I will gambateh, fighting!!~ Hehe. Talk bout studies, results juz released n I have checked. Overall still okay, hard works n great efforts paid. Hmph....then wad more ha? Oh......recently got 2 chinese songs r my hito, hehe. 胡彦斌---男人KTV n 游鸿明---无字的情批. I know its not new songs but I seldom listen to chinese songs, so ah......like dis la, hehe. Really got abit so nice le......go listen go listen. Then got wad more to say ho.....hmph~ I think nth liao. Aiyah, sui bian la.....got write sth then ok liao, don say don have write at all. Still consider hardworking right? Yea, I oways know Im so hardworking, thanks for the appraisal. LOL. Ss here ba. Swt.

Ok la......if got think of anything to add, I will drop by gain. Hehe. Goodnight everyone. Sweet dream~


Missing you is my routine. (=

It's All About ME

Im happy with what I have now. Always feel so contented n do not ask for more than you can get. Family is my life, friends are my happiness and you're my soul. Learn to be mature and understanding, learn to forgive and accept, learn to be simple and grateful. Do not take things for granted, do not assume it's a must of people out there should treating you good n nice. I still got a lot more rooms of improvement. I don rush to learn all values cuz I've a lot of time to experience the happenings in my life. I always think Im not a quick learner, I need time to think, Im not someone who is smart. Im headstrong. I have high pride. I start to view things from different perspectives. Do not judge a book by its cover, no one is born to be bad but they have good hearts since from the beginning. I fight for what I want. I dont give a damn bout what people think bout me. I never bother of who have being not important to me.


Thanks for my family for bringing me to this world, teach me a lot of things since the day I was born. Gimme such a happy n harmony home more than everything. For giving me a chance to experience n meet all sort of people. For building what I am now.
Thanks for my friends that always be by my side whenever I need you all the most.
Thanks for those who had hurt me, without you all, I wont be start thinking how realistic this world is. Without you all, I wont be start protecting myself. Without you all, I wont be cautious living my life to the fullest.
Thanks for people who had passby my life, for all of the memories we've been through together.
Thanks for you who teach me bout life. I be more mature than the old days of me, I be more understanding than the day you know me. I learnt a lot of things from you and I always appreciate that.


Grateful. Simple. Easy. Contented. Forgiving.

Still a mummy's girl. I miss home. (=

Me, Myself And I

Read a mail sent by a friend of mine...it's so meaningful as let me think of, maybe i shud make my life easier. I love to be in low-profile, i don like to be the focus under the spot light, i don like to talk bout the happenings of my life in public. But i would like to show the words that gimme a chance to think deeper, closer.

break the rules

forgive quickly

kiss passionately, love truly

laugh constantly

and never stop smiling

no matter how strange life is

life is not always the party we expected to be

but as long as we are here

we should smile and be grateful

Easy life is always the life I wanted. Maybe i should live a happier n easier life. (=

Random

miss home

LOST

quiet

memory

apology

care

abandon

neglect

hard

THANK YOU

I can take the pain. (=

I Will Always Smile

静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸

这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延

我转过我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会出现

我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的
蜜语甜言


I am happy. =]

W.H.Y

Leehom's W.H.Y~ haha. No la, kidding only. Don be so serious......LAME~ =.=" Dunno y.....i feel some kind of blue......gonna be emo for days liao. XD Listening to some sad songs, happy songs somehow din make my mood feel any better. Uhh..... Suddenly feel time past so slow de oh...why de? Clock pai ki or wad?? LOL. Self entertaining n syok sendiri bah, apalah~~~ XD
Maybe im suffering from the psychotic depression since im doin that topic for my assignment, hahaha..... Jk la, im still veli veli normal wei. When free or nth much to do, in the silence i think of my family n frens in my born place. Miss them veli veli the much, man..... How woh? Am i still not get adapted? Tiiii......faster liao wei. Sigh. Recently, David Tao's Melody is my hit song, haha. A sad song but then touching song, with comfortable rythms. Miss mama, miss papa, miss my two pets n miss my sisters. T.T After all the hard and happy times at here, when lay back n relax, i juz realized im still having homesick critically, as juz myself don notice it. Or am i refuse to remember it? Unconscious. XD
I wanna go jogging, breakfast, Richmond and movie with family again. Haiz. Im really emo now oh. Miss 'em hard.

Give ya'll see their precious pics la! LOL.


*my lengzai doggie - Lucky*

*my cute lil sis. Juz call her Molly* XD

*my lovely elder sis. Juz call her Jolly* XD

*ma cute sis n I* I LOVE HER

n.....i miss the one who took this pic of me.

Din took tiok pic with Jolly ki......mostly Molly n I love camwhoring wad... LOL! N then due to some reasons, i din post up my parents' prettay n hansem pics. *&^%$#@#%!!!~ Haha. Oh ya, and oso LV's pic. Hmph...

P/S: Pics din go with order yea. Juz randomly. Im random. As my frens said. Haha.

I MISS U

Happy moment...... ^^

Hmph....nth much to say, but juz feel like wanna blog.....can or not? Cannot meh? XD Juz finished the essay writing test this morning, become more relax and more time to rest my mind. Assignments n presentations coming soon...well, jia you, my mates!~ Haha.
I feel like wanna post up some of the exhibition pics last time, choose some pics to upload la, as i'm oways in low-profile. LOL! Thanks to me liao...faster faster. LAME~ Haha... Recently, i feel happier...than the past tense i mentioned last time. Must be happy~ ^^ I'm having good times with my frens in uni, and i oways being appreciative to have them all ard. I wanna have happy uni life~ Miss mama n papa.....sobz sobz. Lucky n LV....molly n jolly..... T.T Big kisses to 'em, hahaha... ^^

Okay la.....pics time!!!

*rehearsal-ing*

*progressing*

*progressing*

*rehearsal-ing*

*progressing*

*our tunnel*

*our tunnel*

*me n Myna*

*four good frens*

We will go through every obstacles ahead hands in hands. Stay strong, my frens. ^^ T2 is oways the best. Being supportive to each other. Fighting!!

P/S: I'm doing great, mama n pappy. Muaks. Love u both.

I miss her SO MUCH

I miss her so much...as she's goin to leave at 7am sharp in the morning. I love her more than anyone do. Din see her for months make me miss her even more. I'm worry of her that she cant take care of herself, feel lonely n having serious homesick as i am, not feeling well, cant get adapted, life is too hard for her...yada yada yada all those blasss.
Promise me, you must be happy all the time. I sure will be missing u like hell...

Especially dedicated to my beloved lil sis, Kai Sing.

I LOVE YOU

I'll always smile. (=

Past Tense

Wont be going to remember sth that had past, neither to remember it purposely nor forcing myself to forget it. Missing it is juz sth so normal but will not look back, as there's no turning back. Look forward is wad i shud n wad i must do. And i started to accept it from the bottom of my heart. Letting down is juz a period of time as time is the best medicine. I oways believe in that.
Well, will be busy bout the exhibition and another mid term exam which falls on Friday. And 4 more assignments to rush of. Hmph......okay de la. ^^ Time flies when studying, weeks pass as 24 hours arent that enuf for a day. Haha. Say till myself bz like big boss anei....LOL! Din listen to radio since start getting in uni till now. Zzz... Become panda eyes now lo....mostly late sleep at night n get up early in the morning. @.@ Nvm, hard time will pass very soon. ^^ Everything is hard b4 it comes to easy, thats wad i heard from my fren n i agree with that. Hehe.
Ok la........updated. One more thing, got someone try to imitate me bout the 'updated' term in msn personal msg. Yea...u noe who u r~ XD Super duper extra very extremely zi lian thought he so leng zai de Siao Kia!!! Tada!!!~ LOL.
Ok la.......Ciaoz~

p/s: Molly, gambateh and take care! I'm proud of u. ^^

Miss home. (=

I will always smile.

Wah...juz realize i've been no updating my blog for a long time, haha. Stepping in the month of March which means i'm getting busy with my hectic assignments + presentations + mid term. Today juz finish one of my paper, i think that ah.....ok ok la. =.="
Well, last week sth awful happened to me as I'll never forget it. Treat that as lesson for me lo. I wish somehow my careless mistake will wake me up. Wake me up when September ends~~~ LOL! To be honest, i did thinking of given up and went back to where I belong after the incident, start thinking whether the new life really suit me well here or not, or am I shouldnt be at here since from the beginning. Well, I'm having big dilemma n great anxiety in me during that hard times. But somehow for now, I chose to carry on of what I've decided since from the start. After a period of time, I feel much more better n relieved. So no worries...to my family that worry me alot.
Going to have a quiz on this coming Saturday n exam on nx week n following n following of weeks...presentations some more. Zzz... Actually presentations r still ok for me, but exam ah...sometimes really stress me up! T.T Want Mama... >.< I miss home so much. Miss everything n everyone in Kch. Miss Lucky too. T.T Be strong la wei....huiyoo~ XD
I will always smile (=

P/S: Take care of urself at there oh, Molly. Lurve you ^^

Pssst...

Yo~ Bout 2 weeks+ din blogging lo......lazy ki, haha. Hmph....coming back to Kampar on 3rd of Feb, 1245pm de flight then reach KL at about ah......230pm like dat. I had KFC at airport while waiting for my fren there. After meeting my friend at LCCT then we take Aerobus to KL Sentral. While waiting for the KTM, we went to KFC have dinner gain, haha. But i juz drank Pepsi n fries, cuz not really hungry. Get in 550pm de train then heading to Kampar, reach Kampar at 8pm sth. Called a taxi n reached my house. You know.......the feel of reaching Kampar here makes me low like hell...i miss Kch so damn much. Miss home, miss fren, miss trees, miss land, miss stones, miss cloud, miss Saberkas, miss Spring, miss Saberkas, miss ham pa lang there.... LOL. Sot de. Okay, juz ignore me. XD
When came here for the first time, i not having homesick as seriously as this time. Maybe have short n nice time with family n frens in Kch then miss there so so much lo. Then assignments started to be given n getting MORE n MORE. Goddam. Haven buy a bicycle yet, use bus to sch everyday. Then most of my classes start early in the morning which means i gotta get up at 630am. Ya allah, Tuhanku~ =.=
Update my blog after been requested by a good fren of mine, kepoh de him......oways wanna noe wad am i up to. XD No la, Alex... Haha. The rude boy. LOL. Today is Saturday, juz went dinner n stroll with housemates, then tmr Sunday go Tesco buy some groceries lo. Monday is Thaipusam public holiday then Tuesday i have no class, so juz go to school at Wednesday. ^^
Okay la, i wanna stop here liao. Go pong pong. Hehe. CiaoZ!~
I miss home.

Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that i deserve it
Now i realize i really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly i'm learning to love again
All i know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cuz i deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without sth there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that the path
I believe in
And i know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All i know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cuz i deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you n me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine
without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cuz i deserve to
It'll all get better in time


Pain but I won't say a thing. (=

...is

...can barely smile these days. Is standing at T-junction. Is not feeling good. Is miserable. Is not being greedy. Is should be alone. Is keeping every good memories deep in heart. Is being appreciative. Is curing...herself.

Condolence

After first week of my uni life, getting to my 2nd week in it. Well....currently, i think i like my campus but not the lifestyle here. Like uni lifestyle i mean but not the Kampar lifestyle, thats wad i mean. Haha. Boring dao~~ =.= Actually my schedule quite pack one but i'm free on Tues n Sunday, hehe. Happy, better than no holidays at all right? Okay lo, enuf for me dy. ^^
I get a bad news from Molly juz now n i sent my condolence to my aunt, i hope she and her family can get through all this hard times with optimistics thinking n angel will always be side of 'em every second. I can barely smile of coz but life still gotta continue on it. Actually now so sleepy n exhausted, most of my classes start early in the morning n i gotta get up so early to wait for bus. I don want history happens gain as i missed the bus n gotta walk for 20 mins to sch like yesterday. Yesterday huh? Yea, shud be.....no, shud be saturday. Wadever, haha.
Tomorrow got another early morning class. Not my tutorial actually but im gonna join that group as i cant be able to attend my coming tutorial for that, cuz goin back for CNY. Hehe. *wink* Talk bout CNY, i not very into it but i'm excited n anticipated for now cuz gonna meet my beloved family n frens so so soon~ Hehe. Thats the reason. Goin back for 13 days. Quite long actually, wahahaha. I skip class, so wad? Hiak Hiak. Sorry lo, teachers...... LOL.
Alright ppl......till here. Ciaoz~

First Day To School!!!~

Today is my first day to school. Woke up at 630am while i juz aslept at the time of 2.30am perhaps? Haha...... Then wait for bus at bus stop nearby my hostel at 710am. Reached school at 725am like dat lo. My class started at 8am. Go to block B where my first class goin to have then find for 5 mins like dat du found liao, hehe. I thought i will lost. LOL!

Get in the class and sit next to a girl who named........Li Mei or sth? Cant recall, a nice n fair girl with spec. Then know 3 more new girl-frens who one of them is from Sarawak too, but Miri la. But consider same hometown with me too la. Haha. She's tall n i m short. T.T The first class is Communicative English then after that we went for brunch at cafeteria at the time of ah.......11am like that eh, around that time la. Then accompany my newly-known frens to finance department buying the bus tix. We saw a long queue there cuz they're busy buying for the car sticker, heard need RM300 for a year. Consider expensive? I think so la, haha.

Next, we went to our faculty building check on our schedule cuz heard got any changes. After checking realized add more one subject, means this sem we are having 7 subjects. Muntah darah. But i don think it's compulsory la, shud be part of the elective subject. After that, we went back to our 1230pm class. We formed a group since the newly-known frens all are same tutorial group with me, such a coincidence. Haha. 5 girls in a group. My class got 4 Sarawakians include me la, but then 3 of them are from Miri. =.= Why no Kch ppl de bo......errrr~ Haha. Swt. We were having Pengajian Malaysia which i hate it, then lecturer started giving assignment for us. Peng. Mid of Feb gotta hand in the assignment then we got presentation for that on April. But then lecturer let us left earlier at 2pm, actually my class shud end on 330pm la. Better la like dat, haha. Then i go to wait for bus lo. Wait for 5 mins then bus came n i naik bus. Crowded dao~~~gotta stand lo. Then i reached home n took bath. Sitting in front of the laptop blogging my first day to school, haha.

Alright, my sis said my blog so boring, all words de......then i ma upload some pics lo, happy boi? Haha.



Pics of my room. ^^


* my messy bed n beloved Lucky*


* my study desk *


* my bathroom *


* living room *


*sink*

Go nap liao~ Zzz. ^^

Seriously...

Seriously homesick. I cant help myself stop thinking of my family, frens and everything in Kch. I miss laksa!!! T.T Haha....Especially when heard of parents' voice, i cant stop from dropping tears but cannot let them know right, later they worry then not good la...haiz. See me this considerable. And i miss Lucky n LV!!! Hug! Wanna go sing k with my babes, wanna go yamcha with my frens, wanna go movies with family gain......sobz.
Gonna start my first class on monday n i got abit kin tio n excited, wonder how will it be goin. And later wanna go to sch awhile lo, check out where my classrooms are. Then know what, here de students ho.....cycle to sch de eh! When i first came n saw it, i was like.....'Whoa!! What the......' totally speechless. Well, Kampar is a small n tiny town wad......(shake head shake head) Haiz. Here juz got one hypermarket only lo - Tesco, and has no cinema!
Seriously, i m homesick terribly.

Finally

Wake up early in the morning around 8am sth then we went for breakfast. After that we started going to my living place there lo. When reach Westlake office, it was so crowded as everyone was busy making booking for the room, but i've made in Dec 2008 la. Then i take the number and wait for my turn lo, wait wait wait....finally was my turn. Doing some procedures then go to what contract agreement then payment n get the room key. Then i still hafta go to my room doing some checking so that don have any losing or breaking, then hafta back to the office to pass up the form gok. Tiring.
Next, we went to the Kampar bus station and Tesco to add some groceries lo. Having lunch, back to my house then waving goodbye-s...sad-ing. Back to my room to do some tidies and preparations lo. After that try the internet connection in my room, still ok la the line, for now la. Haha. Cook myself a Maggi mee chicken flavour de lo. After eating feel sleepy dy...haha. Maybe will sleep earlier tonight, tomorrow morning needa get up early to catch the bus goin to the orientation gok. All are new faces to me. Hope my uni life will be interesting n fun. Thanks God. With lurve.
Goodnight everyone. (8.22pm)
I miss home.

Miss home...

Miss home miss home miss home miss home......I juz reached Kampar, Perak at the time of 4pm, after settle down everything is already 630pm by now. Stayed at KL for two days. Previous post saying Airasia kns right? Then when i went to airport at 430pm then boarding everything la, suddenly Airasian said the flight delayed to 650pm. What? Again? Damn it...been delayed for twice in a day. Pissed off. Then ma sit down, eat burger n wait time passes lo. When get in the plane then the electric got prob pulak, awhile got electric awhile blackout. Ya allah....zzz. When reach KL oredy was 11pm like dat. =.=" Should be afternoon reach de but end up with reach there at night, can eat supper somemore. Then after settle down everything. me n my frens went to eat supper somewhere Chinatown there. Then go back n zzz liao. Tired.
Then ah, the nx day go walk walk lo, we went to Bintang there then Mid valley then Pavillion then Times Square. We watched the wad......Four Christmases. Funny la. Then take a cab go back lo. Sleep. Then 4/1/09 (today) this morning we went to buy bus tix at puduraya there, from KL to Kampar de. Will be departing at 1230pm but end up at 120pm. Swt. Banyak orang dan panas. -.-" The journey took bout 2 1/2 hours like that lo. Then took a cab n back to our living place. Go out have a walk around but after eating, it's raining heavily then we ran back lo. Maybe tonight will be goin out to buy some groceries.
Tired, so i juz make this page short. Will be updated soon.
I miss home.

K.N.S

K.N.S stands for kanasai and it refers to no one but you, yea, its u.......Airasia. My flight is 12.55pm but know what, been delayed to 5.35pm. People, is 5.35pm lo!!! Delay also wont delay for that long time gua, tiiii......muntah darah. Another one unbelievable. And Airasia workers din even announce the flight had been delayed, still need us go to ask them ourselves. Zzz......... Improve sikitlah, Airasians. =.="
So now i still can blogging typing this 'article', haha. Currently is 3.16pm, still got 45 mins then i hafta back to airport gain. waiting for calling n boarding those ocibala, repeatedly. Swt.
At first I'm waiting at Gate 2 with one of my fren then wait wait wait......eee~ 1255pm liao le but still din get in our flight. Then ma go to the counter there ask lo, who knows the Airasians said the flight had been delayed n asked us to queue up for what procedures. Then ma line up lo, move super duper slowly the queue, zzz... Finally is my fren n my turn, comes the Airasians gain saying is it ok to move us to another flight at 5.35pm. What? 5.35pm!! Yea, tidak salah dengar really is 5.35pm. Zzz...that time is 2pm sth. According to the Airasian, 5.35pm is the earliest flight at that time, others r at night. Cant do anything too......waving white flag saying ok lo, take that plane...sobz. After that, the Airasian gave us lunch voucher from Only Mee!!! Should we be happy? NO. The food........kns. Ate for a lil then juz drink the mineral water liao, mineral water also free de. But i think it tastes better than what i juz eaten at Only Mee. =.="
Then a friend sent me back to home gain lo, since still got plenty of time ma. Hugging saying Hi to my lovely Lucky and back to my room typing this Airasia STORY. Zzz~ Haiz....spoilt my mood and ruin my plan. Later reach LCCT also already 7.30pm like that la. Waiting luggage those gok. Sigh. After settle down everything at KL i think also is supper time dy, also don have the appetite dy. Peng.
Anyway, heard if Airasia delay for more than 2 hours, got RM200 de voucher. Got meh? They juz give what Only Mee lunch voucher nia le. Go ask later. -.- Ciaoz!

O.M.G!!

Cant believe it!!! I'm leaving tomorrow, haiz... Times do really flies huh? It's 4.18pm thursday (01-01-2009) and at the same time of tomorrow, wonder where am i. XD Maybe i'm himpit-himpitting with crowds at some nooks of KL there. =.="

I think i ever gone to KL when i was really really small, hmph......maybe in primary 3? Haha. With family and of coz i have no any memories bout there in my mind now. Juz cars, people n all bla.... XD Actually i not very into KL lo....so chaotic la, not safe la, all vandalisme n gangsterisme those shiat there....(shake head shake head) swt. Will be at KL stay 2 days then juz go to my Perak Campus of UTAR. Looking forward to check out at Kampar cuz it's the small place that i'm going to spend my 3 years there later, so sure hafta be skilled in it la, haha. Hope i can adapt myself there really soon but ah.....homesick for sure. (sigh)

Going off tomorrow in the afternoon, waving goodbye-s to family, tahan-ing tears not to let them drop, complicated feels fighting inner of me.....juz rehearse it over first for now la. XD Sure i miss home alot...dad, mum, 2 sisters, Lucky, LV, Linda n Bunny. T.T And of coz everything n my frens in Kch. Adios~ Haha.

Again, Happy New Year everyone! Hehe. Go continue pack my things liao. =]